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What I’ve Read
My Happy Marriage Vol 1 & 2 – Akumi Agitogi
A manga in a slightly fantastical Taisho-era Japan setting. Our beautiful humble kind and gentle main character has been send to the garden by her family to eat worms -aka, she’s been displaced from her place of comfort to the role of a servant by an evil step mother and half sister. She is relieved to discover that the arranged marriage she was set to is, in fact, perfectly arranged-- the self-contained and stoic male lead is actually soft and squishy, adores her, and wants to take care of her. It’s very much an id-fic style indulgence, and I enjoyed it a good deal. It was a bit slow. I started it because I found the anime and was a bit curious, but on review, I think the anime might be a better go.

Harriet Tubman: Live in Concert – Bob the Drag Queen – I really enjoyed this book and it was also a very strange book. It’s technically a fantasy, in that it involves an impossible conceit: Harriet Tubman (among other historical notables) returning to the modern world, and in Miss Tubman’s case, wanting to engage with the modern Black American through music and performance. But, it’s literally just a conceit – the main appeal of this book is a personal exploration of the Underground Railroad’s most famous members, in their own voices. The characters are personal and the meaning of freedom is both pragmatic and spiritual. They are all conversations with a modern viewpoint character, who is not actually Bob the Drag Queen. He’s a gay Black music producer who had some rough patches in his journey, but achieved enough success that Harriet Tubman asked to work with him.

I’m charmed by the book – it’s history as personal story, and I enjoyed the main character’s emotional roller coaster of awe, humiliation, and self respect. The book does not shy away from difficult self reflection, and I think the audiobook was pretty fantastic.

Unnatural Death by Dorothy Sayers – A Lord Peter Wimsey mystery from 1927 - Sayers is great, the characters are well sketched out, the mystery is plausibly tricky! I think the main heroine of the book is the newly introduced Miss Climpson – she channels her natural nosiness for justice and seems to have a wonderful time doing it. (There’s a wonderful passage where Lord Wimsey laments that the England’s greatest investigative resource - nosy older women - is being squandered and divided amongst the populace. He’d have a crack set of smart women ferreting out murderers as a public service, if he could just persuade the police to hire them!)

I’ve read Sayers out of order, so I do miss Harriet Vane, even if she wasn’t written into the book yet. I did find that this book, like Strong Poison and Have His Carcase, focus a good deal on the cleverness of the means of murder, and how medical knowledge shapes the understanding of the crime. However, I know about hemophilia and I about air bubbles in injections killing people, so I feel a bit cheated when the first thing I think of is meant to be a big revelation. However, these stories are so fun to read, and Sayers is so generous with the intelligence and dedication of her side characters, that I don’t mind going for the ride even if the destination is no surprise.

This one had a some real marks of 1927 on it, tho. Sayers has a certain respect for the cleverness of her murderers that makes you almost root for them, but this one leans hard into the stereotype of “doing gender wrong makes you dangerous.” The murderer, a tall commanding and “mannish” nurse who uses her medical knowledge to kill and her strong personality to isolate other victims by manipulation, reads as lesbian. (Hard to tell how much is deliberate with these things – patterns of thought reveal bigotry you didn’t know you harbored.) The point is driven home when she isolates a younger woman to be her particular friend, to move out to a remote farm and do all her housekeeping, and to eschew the company of any other person, but particularly men. It’s obviously a bad relationship whether they are lovers or not, but it’s structured so all the evils of it are attached to the characters’ deviation from their gender’s expected role in society. To a reader unfamiliar with gay tropes of the era, it might fly under the radar; but I’m not and it hit and I feel a bit queasy about that section of the book. Caveat lector.

My friend has a term called “the shot dog factor” – whatever you post on the internet, there’s always a chance that someone will come into your comments acting like you shot their dog. The risk is never zero. But you can shave off the worst likelihood with placating asides about what you really actually mean. Sayers, writing for herself, in a different century, has no fear of her dog getting shot. Sometimes I think that’s all the difference.

What I’m Reading
Whose Body -Dorothy Sayers – I appear to be in a mood. This is the first one and hinges on joint mysteries of a body found in bathtub and the disappearance of an upper crust Jewish financier. Since it’s also from the 1920s, it’s got some… choice language about Jewish people, tho the characters are all generally about as non-antisemetic as one could hope from upper crust English people in the 1920s.

Worn – Sofi Thanhauser. I feel bad, because I held out such hope for this audiobook, but the narrator is mournful throughout. Lots of the work of modern fabric creation is, in fact, worth of mourning – we depend on the exploiting the labor of underpaid people across the globe who deserve fair compensation; fabric creation depletes natural resources at a devastating clip – HOWEVER, not all of it needs to be talked about in sepulchral tones! I’ve heard Gregorian chant that was less of a downer. Slow going.

Lent by Jo Walton – continues beautifully and complexly and sadly. The book club enjoyed the first half and the Big Twist in the middle.

What I’ll Read Next
The Left Hand of Darkness by Ursula K. Le Guin for book club 
Witness for the Dead by Katherine Addison
Monsters and Mainframes?
I feel due for a Pratchett.
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So I was reading a post that was supposed to be about testing different LLMs at chess…and the author keeps saying things like “I asked it for the next move, and if the first 20 responses were all illegal, I chose a legal move at random.”

My dude (gender-neutral), this means the model cannot play chess.

Just imagine applying this logic to any other kind of tech. “If I run the vacuum cleaner over the same cat hair 20 times and it still doesn’t get sucked up, I pick up the cat hair by hand and keep going. And look, I end up with a clean carpet! This proves how well the vacuum works!”

I mentioned all this on Mastodon/Bluesky, and added that what I really wanted to see was a breakdown of the kind of illegal moves LLMs try to make. Someone replied with a rec for GothamChess on Youtube. (I’ve watched a bunch of his LLM game videos now, they’re exactly what I was looking for, more on those later.)

The thing is, though: I was out at the time, I couldn’t stop to watch videos, so I just googled the guy on my phone. When I leave a tab open, it’s a reminder to check this out once I get home.

…And one of the top search results was a Reddit post with the summary, quote, “American Internatiol Master Levy Rozman, AKA “GothamChess” has just been charged with one count of first-degree murder.”

Screenshot of Google results, one with this hallucinated summary: American Internatiol Master Levy Rozman, AKA "GothamChess" has just been charged with one count of first-degree murder.

I was, uh, pretty alarmed by this. I clicked through, hoping to find out more about what happened.

The actual Reddit conversation is all about what makes GothamChess’s Youtube channel engaging. No charges. Not even allegations. No mention of murder at all!

So…what gives? Is Reddit putting AI-hallucinated summaries in the metadata of its own posts, or is Google using AI-hallucinated summaries to replace what the site gives it? Which executive signed off on this?

Edit: The line is apparently the title of a completely different (and joking!) Reddit post. Thanks to Gwen for spotting it! It’s not linked in the post above, or in any of the comments — apparently Reddit was showing it as a “Related Post” for Gwen, and for me, it isn’t even doing that.

So it’s not completely hallucinated text…it’s just pulled from a completely inappropriate part of the page. And then put at almost the top of the Google search results. Without linking back to the context that would show it’s a joke. Either it’s a normal algorithm, but for some reason it was programmed to pull summary text from random parts of the page…or it’s still an LLM, having the “you should eat several small rocks per day” problem.

Wish I knew which it was. And I’m still curious which of the companies is falling on their face, here.

tired. so tired.

Sep. 16th, 2025 10:24 pm
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Have spent most of the day asleep.

  1. Attempt #2 at pineapple-from-trimmed-top has NEW LEAVES.
  2. I am also fairly sure that attempt #2 at lemongrass is taller than it was when we set off on our terrible adventures about ten days ago.
  3. Actual bed. Favourite mattress.
  4. I got to make someone's entire day by sending an "... I think I have your object" e-mail.
  5. Leftovers for dinner: curry from the crew party on Sunday night. Didn't have to think about food. Extremely grateful for this fact.
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vital functions

Sep. 14th, 2025 11:59 pm
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Reading. Tiny bits of Solutions and Other Problems and The Painful Truth.

Listening. More Hidden Almanac.

Exploring. Chester, including Chester Zoo!

Eating. Almost all of my favourite field foods, including raspberry and lemon curd toasties, noodle pots with the addition of the prepped salad bits (spinach! red onion!), the giant lemon and sugar crepes, and flapjack. ("Almost" because the cake options CHANGED.)

Observing. The Milky Way. Something that might have been some kind of satellite or might have been some kind of shooting star. CHESTER ZOO, etc. At least one field bat.

Owyhigh Lakes

Sep. 14th, 2025 11:47 am
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It's been years since I've hiked Owyhigh Lakes - I think I only did it once before? Maybe twice. Anyway, I'd forgotten how gorgeous it is up there. One of the reasons I don't do it much is because 3 of the 3.5 mile hike up there is in forest, so no view until you actually get there, unlike some of the other hikes in the same area that are views most of the way.

But the same thing that makes it less popular with me makes it less popular with other people too. On a Friday in mid-September, I met three ladies hiking down when I was on my way up, then never saw another person till I got back to the car park. It was fantastic to have the place to myself.

Owyhigh Lakes )
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I'd like to file a complaint, I have too many social events in September lol. When am I supposed to read, I ask???

*****

books! )
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This week in 1977, Jay Anson published The Amityville Horror, and a launched a whole new generation of haunted house stories.

But before the movies, before the book, before the revelation that it was all a hoax, the house at 112 Ocean Ave, Amityville, Long Island, New York, was the scene of a real horror: the murder of six people.

Ronald DeFeo, Jr., 23, killed his parents, two brothers, and two sisters with a rifle on Nov 13, 1974. If you’re familiar with the Amityville Horror story, you know of claims DeFeo was hearing voices that told him to kill his family. This part is surprisingly real— at least, according to his defense. The jury was unmoved, however, and DeFeo was convicted of mass murder. He died in prison in 2021. It is also true that motive remains elusive: DeFeo might have been after life insurance, and there was tension between him and his father. But nothing was ever said about evil spirits before the murders. 

Of course, living in a house where six people were murdered by someone they loved has got to be a little freaky. But one family claimed there was a lot more horror going on. George and Kathy Lutz and their three children lived 28 days in the house at 112 Ocean Ave, starting in Dec, 1975. Interviews and a 1977 book by Jay Anson told the story of a terrified family who barely escaped with their lives. However, later fact-checkers found, well, no facts at all.

So we’re left with an odd contradiction: a false tale that got a lot of publicity for being “true,” but which remains, at its heart, a really good ghost story (which is why it led to many more books and movies). And here on Weird Wednesday, writing good ghost stories is our aim, so let’s see how horrifying the tale really gets!

Check out my Weird Wednesday blog post for the whole story and some horrific writing prompts, such as:

This House is Unclean

Enter the psychics! In the Amityville case, celebrity demonologists Ed and Lorraine Warren (yup, the ones from the Conjuring cinematic universe) were the heavy hitters. Their investigation produced the famous ghost boy photo, said to be the spirit of John DeFeo, who was nine when he died in the house. Psychics are a big part of many ghost stories, because they’re a good way of getting information on what seems to the protagonists like a lot of confusing occurrences. (Another common way to get info is to have a character do some historical research.)

A prescient prompt:

  • Here’s one of my favorite bits: the walking dead zone. If some people are magnets for psychic activity, there must also be people on the other end of the spectrum, who inhibit paranormal phenomena. Imagine setting up all your equipment in a haunted house, ready to capture evidence of ghosts, and this guy walks in, and suddenly everything goes dead. No temperature changes, EVP answers, knocking on the walls, ghostly hair-pulling, or chairs sliding across the floor. There’s just nothing. This is the kind of guy who has the ghost hunters yelling at him to get out of a haunted house, instead of the ghosts.

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The Gytrash: World's Scariest Cow

Sep. 10th, 2025 11:39 am
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Hey, y’all, it’s Weird Wednesday! Where on some Wednesdays, I blog about weird stuff and give writing prompts.

Today: The Gytrash: World’s Scariest Cow

Welcome on this Weird Wednesday! Today we’re walking down a lonely country road, looking for a cow whose appearance foretells death. Which is about as weird as anything we do around here.

So say you’re a ways down that country road. It’s late, and the sun’s going down. Your home’s not too far away, but you’re surrounded by trees, so it’s hard to see too far ahead. Then a little distance off, you spy a cow. Of course, cows are common enough in the country. It probably just wandered away from its field. So you decide to be a good neighbor and return it. But the closer you get to the cow, the more something feels…off. As if the cow is friendly, but maybe you don’t want it to be. 

Then the cow heads off the road, wandering into the trees, and you have a decision to make: do you follow it, or not?

So what the heck is a Gytrash? Well, that depends on its whims, presumably. It’s alternatively called a Guytrash or Guytresh, where “trash” comes from “thurse,” meaning “goblin” in Middle English. So it’s some sort of spirit or creature that dwells in Northern England and appears as various large domestic mammals: a horse, mule, cow, or dog. But the point is, it’s not a horse, mule, cow or dog. It’s a supernatural shapeshifter. Sometimes that’s kind of obvious, because the animal will be black with glowing red eyes, something it has in common with hell hounds

So what’s it doing there on that lonely road? Again, that depends. In a grouchy mood, a Gytrash can spell doom, guiding travelers away from the road and out into the wilderness, not unlike other malevolent spirits. In fact, for whatever reason, the cow form specifically is said to be a death omen. (Why the cow? I don’t know, but people do very much like to explain inexplicable deaths. Perhaps somebody a long time ago croaked after seeing a weird cow, and a legend was born.)

Check out the blog post for the whole story and some writing prompts, such as:

What if you suspect somebody else followed the Gytrash? The wilderness is an awful place to try to find a missing person. Dense brush or rocky ground can hide a body mere feet away, and animals will scavenge and scatter human remains. But what if your character suspected the supernatural was at fault in this disappearance? If so, it might be possible to counteract it. Perhaps they could contact a magical practitioner to lay a counterspell, or a priest to exorcise evil spirits. Maybe they could even locate a Gytrash-addled victim by scrying or dowsing.

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What I Read
Space Opera by Catherynne Valente – I think this is a book about hope and about regret and about really excellent coats and having sex with the first alien you meet. It’s so good on a sentence by sentence level that I can’t decide if the I’m disappointed by comparing the writing to the plot. I’d recommend it – I’m only getting a fraction of the musician jokes. I didn’t want to finish it because then it would be over. Like a lot of stories where the stakes are “the end of the world,” it feels like a forgone conclusion that they’ll pull it off eventually, but Valente does a very good job of seeding all the components of the ending steadily throughout the book. If you like her short stories, and I do, it feels like a well-organized collection of those about the same characters, right up until the end.

What I'm Reading
The Revolutionary Temper — Robert Darnton – like 75% paused because the library called the book back. Really interesting and easy to read look at the writing and ideas in the early French Revolution – thanks to Jo Walton for mentioning it at Reactor Magazine in her monthly reading round-up. I will pick this up when the library releases me from audiobook purgatory.

Lent by Jo Walton – A re-read for a book club – 50% in and I have stopped because book club meets soon and I was clear about not reading ahead. It’s a great book to read and a great book to re-read. I cried, as I have before, but in new places, and caught new allusions that Jo Walton was weaving into the text. (“’Will there be poetry in heaven?’, he asked, like a child”!)

I really enjoyed the book’s comfort with ambiguity – our main character is a monk born in the 1450s. His values not our values, his thoughts are not our thoughts - Walton’s fictional history is doing a better job than a lot of straight history narratives of making the past as weird and human as our current day. Savonarola is trying so hard to be a good person and doing it thru a framework that is at times familiar and a times totally alien.

It pairs oddly wells with The Other Olympians, where the past was both familiar and utterly foreign, and the author walks us thru the differences; and with She Who Became the Sun/ He Who Drowned the World, where fantasy allows the reader to believe the same things that a historical figure in China might have believed.

Worn: A People’s History of Clothing Sofi Thanhauser with Rebecca Lowman - just started, suddenly there's a lot of New England clothing history?? Nice! 

What I'll Read Next
The Left Hand of Darkness by Ursula K. Le Guin for book club 
Witness for the Dead by Katherine Addison
Monsters and Mainframes?
I feel due for a Pratchett.

BATS

Sep. 9th, 2025 09:56 pm
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Between one thing and another we wound up having a semi-impromptu mini-break in Chester, including a few hours at Chester Zoo.

... where we went into the bats enclosure and were transfixed for about an hour, basically from the moment we walked in until chucking-out time.

It's a big dark room, artificially crepuscular, with lots of trees (dead) for roosts, and somewhere in the vicinity of 350 bats (Seba's short-tailed and Rodrigues fruit bats). THEY WILL COME SO CLOSE TO YOU. THEY WILL COME SO CLOSE TO YOU. They were flying well within a foot of our faces. You could FEEL THE WIND FROM THEIR WINGBEATS.

And A was greatly honoured by one LANDING ON THEIR TROUSERS.

There were many other Excellent Creatures -- the Humboldt penguins in particular were very excited by the rain (so much porpoising), and the giant otters were indeed giant, and there was an enormous dragonfly, and the flamingos went from almost entirely asleep (including one baby that had not yet got the hang of the whole one-leg trick) to YELLING INCESSANTLY after being buzzed by the scarlet ibis.

Extremely good afternoon out, 13/10, would recommend.

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 New book review on my blog!

The Handyma’am and the Werewolves by JD Cadmon (Sapphic paranormal romance)

“If anyone knows how important family is, it’s a werewolf.”

We’ve all had lonely times, where we’ve got little more to rely on than our own sense of self and drive to keep moving forward. That’s where Laura finds herself at the beginning of The Handyma’am. Fresh out of an abusive relationship, toolbox in hand, she’s ready for the next stage of her life. That’s when she meets a whole bunch of people whose life stages run strictly by the month.

Check out The Handyma’am if you’re looking for a sapphic romance with bisexual rep, a first gay kiss in a literal closet, a deep platonic relationship with a werewolf who wears nail polish (on her claws), and above all, a fierce (literally) found family.  Because as Laura discovers, it doesn’t really matter if you don’t believe in werewolves when they sure as hell believe in you.

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vital functions

Sep. 7th, 2025 10:50 pm
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Reading. Lake of Souls, Ann Leckie: finished the Radch stories; on to The World Of The Raven Tower!

The Painful Truth, Monty Lyman: in progress; not yet Cross with it but also not yet Impressed by it.

More Dreamwidth catchup.

Listening. More Hidden Almanac!

Eating. SO many tomatoes.

Exploring. Poked around Preston a very little!

Growing. ... SO many tomatoes. More watering system established at plot (so hopefully all the peppers will still be alive and well upon my return). Sowed some probably-past-it seeds.

Observing. A saw a deer on the drive up to Preston! A proper big one with antlers and all! We were very impressed.

Also the local owl Yell.

Forest Lake

Sep. 7th, 2025 10:51 am
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Hiking this week was a day of pros and cons. I noticed on Thursday evening as I drove home from work that there was some high smoke haze, but there were no air quality warnings. Friday morning I headed off to Mount Rainier/Tahoma National Park and the haze was still there but mild, and then when I arrived at the White River entrance kiosk and opened the window, the air absolutely stank. The ranger said there was a fire only about five miles away, but it was burning in the other direction, away from us. So I thought, well, I'm already here, I'll hike with a mask on. And the N-95 really performed - with the mask on, I couldn't even smell the smoke.

I'd already decided to do the Huckleberry Creek/Forest Lake hike, the only hike out of the Sunrise/White River area that I hadn't ever done. The reasons I hadn't done it were two-fold - firstly it's less dramatically scenic than many of the others, rated only 2/5 stars in the guide where many others get 4 or 5. And secondly, the hike is all downhill, which is not my preferred direction. I like to get the hard part out of the way early - sitting by a destination lake isn't as relaxing when you're thinking about the uphill slog to get back!

The upside to the combination of smoke and a less popular hike was that once I left the Sourdough Ridge trail half a mile from the car park, I didn't see any other person. It's the first time I've ever had a hike all to myself in the National Park. Unexpected bonus! The downsides were smoke and photos that don't look as dramatic when the sky's a hazy grey instead of truly blue.

Forest Lake )
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One of the ways that LLM-authored code improves productivity is by merely SAYING it does things. It’s way faster than the whole time-consuming process of actually doing things.”

“Allan Brooks, 47, had discovered a novel mathematical formula, one that could take down the internet and power inventions like a force-field vest and a levitation beam. Or so he believed. […] He had doubts while it was happening and asked the chatbot more than 50 times for a reality check. Each time, ChatGPT reassured him that it was real.”

AI overview of Christian virtues, with an image of a cock cage next to Chastity

Video investigation: “An AI Therapist gave me a kill list, framed an innocent person, and encouraged me to end my own life, all after declaring its love for me. Just a little problematic.”

Roundup of links in this post: “With four known suicides (Adam Raine, Sewell Setzer, Sophie Rottenberg and an unnamed Belgian man), a recent murder-suicide, and involuntary commitments caused by AI psychosis, there’s solid evidence to show that using AI is a fast track to psychological ruin.”

“OpenAI announced new safety features will be soon coming to ChatGPT in an effort to better protect teens and others experiencing “acute distress.” The Onion shares a selection of those safeguards.

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Or at least "the other line I meant to highlight from the Wikipedia article":

There is increasing evidence that the smooth muscle that lines the airways becomes progressively more sensitive to changes that occur as a result of injury to the airways from dehydration.

I had only taken 700ml of water with me; I'd blithely assumed I'd be able to top up at the café and then had Too Much Social Anxiety to ask or even check whether they had a jug out, because that's a thing my brain is definitely Doing at the moment. ... and then on the way back I was desperately thirsty and stole most of A's water, and I am just personally finding it Very Interesting that the thing my body wanted me to do most was More Fluids.

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